Being up at night is actually alright

You know what I recently realized? Being up at night is actually alright Cause my deamons visit me during daylight Darkness is rather normal than I visualized Everyone’s fighting a battle that we can’t see, Or won’t see and maybe we refused them already Get on stage, hold the mic, say these exact words “You don’t know what the fuck I’ve been through” Look at their faces and how they change so faster That is the reaction I get everyday from my —ther I’m done thinking about the childhood I never had, And dreaming about that family I will never have Missed opportunity and trauma, I was never mad I won’t fake my smiles everyday like I’m never sad I thought life has to be loud To make others and myself proud But look at me, not screaming out loud It’s your mindset not to lose and not be proud Writing - to me isn’t really new But I write too often since recently now Perhaps Eminem is the only artist that I love Let me show you the world and what’s above Only 1024 days left in my day calendar September, October, November, December It’s gonna be my deserved calendar I’m talking to you, yes you Go, make yourself proud in this October!